View On Black
This isn’t about missing a guy or something. It’s more like there’s something missing and I have absolutely no idea what it is. In the last week or so all these old friends have come out of the woodwork who I thought were gone, and maybe that’s made me realise how much I’ve missed them.
Tonight a friend said she wanted "the old Catherine back" and it irritated me because I listened to her talking for months about how her old friends were having a hard time accepting she’d changed, and I kept telling her it was ok and natural and she was bound to change. She managed to cope with how I changed over the summer, but now she’s not. Ah well. Still love her.
118 days til I finish school. Putting it like that makes me feel like I might actually miss more people than I realised.
Beautiful World ~ Colin Hay
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